You haven't missed anything

I'm still here, it's been awhile since my last update.

This cycle ended up being really busy for both myself and the IPs so we agreed to skip it and try again next cycle.

IM is actually out of town on business this week and I had a positive OPK last night and this morning, so the timing was just not in our favor.

So you haven't missed anything cause nothing has been going on.

Good news is my cycles are regular (longer still, but regular) so at least I am able to predict a 2-3 day window for ovulation :)

Next Ovulation should occur beginning of December, making an August baby!

Round 2: CD 1

AF slowly showed up this morning, exactly on 14 DPO.

I have mixed emotions about it because this officially means I am in fact not pregnant but it's also the start to a new cycle and a new chance to create this baby for H & M.

Hopefully we'll have a conception in 20-23 days from now :)

Keep sending the Baby Dust!

12 DPO

I can feel AF coming anytime now.

My lower back is aching which started yesterday evening when walking around the mall.

I am bloated and crabby (crabby is probably an understatement if you asked my husband).

My cervix has started to lower after it was high for about a week. 

Another BFN this morning. 

I wouldn't be surprised if I started AF later today or tomorrow. 

I just want AF to come and leave as quickly as possible!

*SIGH*
On to the next! Operation Ruby Baby! (July)

Coming Soon!

10 DPO *test results*

Today is 10 DPO.

This morning's tests revealed a BFN :(

It's still early and there is still hope but so far it's not looking good for this cycle. AF is due this weekend.

H and I have discussed actions for a future attempt if AF does show.

We aren't losing all hope yet, but it was a disappointment to see nothing significant at this point on a test. I got a BFP with my 2nd child at 8 DPO, so I was expecting something to show by now.

Keep your fingers crossed that we have a stubborn sticky in there!

If not, then send the baby dust!!!

8 DPO

I am back home in Virginia. I miss H, M, T & J more than I thought I would. We really got along great and I enjoyed my stay so much. The weather here in Virginia is wet and cold so that doesn't help, I miss the warm Florida sunshine.

I was so happy to see my daughter again though, I missed her a lot! My husband and I have had some awesome date nights since I've been back that we both deserved.

I'm currently 8 DPO and still waiting to test. I am not sure what to think or feel, because PMS can mimic early pregnancy. My cervix is all over the place, but today was VERY high, almost unreachable. I had a bout of irritability today and have been emotional. No nausea, but I have bloating and am peeing a good bit (but I am also drinking a lot).

It's just so early and way too confusing right now. I wish I had a definite yes or no at this point but I don't, so we have to wait a few more days and see what happens.

I think I will cry either way if the test(s) are positive or negative because I want this baby so badly for this family! My dreams are filled with pregnancy and this family so greatly that I wake up crying happy tears for them!

Keep sending us your good thoughts and prayers!