8 DPO

I am back home in Virginia. I miss H, M, T & J more than I thought I would. We really got along great and I enjoyed my stay so much. The weather here in Virginia is wet and cold so that doesn't help, I miss the warm Florida sunshine.

I was so happy to see my daughter again though, I missed her a lot! My husband and I have had some awesome date nights since I've been back that we both deserved.

I'm currently 8 DPO and still waiting to test. I am not sure what to think or feel, because PMS can mimic early pregnancy. My cervix is all over the place, but today was VERY high, almost unreachable. I had a bout of irritability today and have been emotional. No nausea, but I have bloating and am peeing a good bit (but I am also drinking a lot).

It's just so early and way too confusing right now. I wish I had a definite yes or no at this point but I don't, so we have to wait a few more days and see what happens.

I think I will cry either way if the test(s) are positive or negative because I want this baby so badly for this family! My dreams are filled with pregnancy and this family so greatly that I wake up crying happy tears for them!

Keep sending us your good thoughts and prayers!